Clearer

Now I understand. I am the selfish one. I thought I have made the right move. I thought that I have already been there. Actually, I'm not. I'm not attached to you emotionally. I never try to open you up emotionally. I just literally there. I never tried to delve into you. I just sit there quietly hoping that you will open up to me. I am no different than a doll with a soul. I don't even trust you enough to open up to you myself. Why did I not understand this? But how to do that? I want to try. I really want to