Am I being selfish for wanting you by myself when I can see that you are happy being with her? I sense that you are brighter when you got a text from her, a phone call from her. Even with all the things I did for you, I know that it is not enough. You are not that happy when you are with me. Should I back off? Why does it hurt so much? I clearly know that feelings can't be forced.
Please go to her. Don't come back to me. What are you trying to do with me when you clearly like her? I am still a woman with a delicate heart.
Maybe you don't realise this but you gave me hopes. I am sorry for slipping into the hole while going through this journey. I can't control my own feelings. I feel stupid and yes I am stupid. I should not have this feeling. I am sorry.
I hope that girl will treat you well.
I hope that girl will make you forget every misery you had.
I hope that girl will never fail to check up on you.
I hope that girl will make you happy.
I hope that girl can make you and your family happy.
I hope that girl can be there when you need someone.
I hope that girl can bring you out of the darkness.
That's all I ask. That's what I've been asking from the beginning. For you to get better and not to experience any darkness anymore. I want you to be happy. That's all I ask.
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